Tuesday, July 22, 2008

babies are such a nice way to start people

Today Eva's 20weeks!! Time passed by so quickly it's scary.. At times, I wish I have the ability to stop time, or even make it go slower..I wanna spend more quality time with her, to see her grow, to see her showing off her new skill she discovers everyday..i dont wanna missed things that she does, like;



how contented she looked after feeding...



how she give us a "spongebob squarepant" look...



the way she yawns...



and how big she opens her mouth when she yawns...



the first time she lift up her head...



and the way she greets grand-aunty...



expressions from her face when she's dreaming



seeing her playing with "friends" in a car ride...



the way she strike a pose when taking a nap...



her playtime!



when she learns to lift her body up even higher...



and start grabbing her toys!!



the moment when she learns how to fly....



I wanna witness all these..I wanna be a part of it.. and I dont wanna miss a single thing..




Saturday, March 29, 2008

Going Through Another Stage in Life

We're planning for a natural birth but at 38weeks, doctor explained to us that Eva is weighing almost 3.5kg and the diameter of the head is around 9.7cm! Our doctor advised us to have an induction, but i heard that to inducing is double the pain!! So we said no and opt for the natural - altho doctor did mentioned that the percentage of giving birth naturally is quite low. : (

March 1, 08 @ 9.30am - Contraction Begins! We rushed to the hospital, the nurses put me on the this thing called CTG (Cardiotocograph) for monitoring baby's heart. After an hour of monitoring, the doctor came in and checked. And guess what?

FALSE ALARM!! (wtf?)

March 2, 08 @ 9pm - The contractions felt stronger, but we didnt wanna go to the hospital cos there's no sign of "true" labour just yet. Imagine if we go again, sure kena pay another extra hundreds - just for FALSE LABOUR?? No way man.. so we waited, in pain.. *sobz* (around midnight we went to Kg. Baru for nasi lemak. hehhe)


March 4, 08 @ 8am - Something's telling me that this is it. Although there's no "signs"  yet but somehow i knew.. so we got ready and head to the hospital.

930am - True enough and finally, I'm in labour!! Yeay!

11am - I was being sent to the labour room, there, the nurses put me on drips, and then, half and hour later, they break my water bag! After a while, they gimme this jab and it makes me dizzy, I was indeed, flying in my dreamworld.. heh!

1pm - Doctor came in, checked and said I was on 4cm but not really dilated.. So if by 6pm and there's no progress, she'll wanna do a C-Section. *damn!!*

4pm - The pain was unbearable!! I was on the gas and it doesnt help AT ALL!!! The nurses checked on me again and u know what she said? "Girl, your still at 4cm Lah!" And I was like, "huh?! You must be kidding man!!" So I discussed with darlingFazral, and we agreed to go for C-Sec since nothing can guarantee us that the baby will come by 6pm. : (

eva & daddy - 2nd day
going home!

eva in her bassinet - first night at home (read: nightmare for us!)

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

being mommy!

finally! our lil bundle of joy is here!

world, let's welcome Eva Xafira Elme.




yes, i admit that i've been very lazy to update this blog (eversince my wedding!) but i guess that it's time to "show-off" what god have created for us.. =)