Friday, September 23, 2005

ten thousand different things

im reading the kitchen god's wife by amy tan and this line, touched me. that in the end, i cried.

"..the saddest part when you lose someone you love - that person keeps changing. and later you wonder, 'is this the same person i lost? may be you lost more, may be less. ten thousand different things that come from your memory and imagination - and you do not know which is which, which was true, which is false.." - amy tan

Monday, September 19, 2005

my ideal job

as i was browsing thru the internet, i came across this website http://jobpredictor.com and then i decided try it out and see what's my ideal job! heh!

debbie hooi chia chien - your ideal job is a housekeeper [yay!!!]

debbie hooi - your ideal job is a heavyweight boxer [what????]

debbie - your ideal job is a evil boss [oh no...]

debb - your ideal job is a ping pong ball inspector [omg! muahahha!]



NO! NO! NO! im gonna be a 1st ad one day thank you.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

my dearest friends

life is pretty cool

when we think it is.

sharing pleasant moments

without any worries.



laughter in the air

making it more meaningful.

no tears pouring down

sadness has no room.



jokes are always around

whether it’s funny or not

nobody bothers about it

as long as we stick together.



ups and downs

the art of this life,

still we hold our hands

making us stronger.



a smiling face

hanging on our face

with infinite meanings

hiding millions of secrets.



singing in front of public,

where people passes by,

we just don’t care

coz it’s all for us.



it’s all the truth

which we can’t deny.

that’s what we are,

true friends forever.



treasure this friendship.

cos we don’t know,

what might happen,

in the future.

Friday, September 9, 2005

im leaving

it wasnt an easy decision to make... to leave all these behind, to learn new things that awaits me, to meet new ppl and understands them, to start all over again...

82 days in the countdown and i've already missed them.. 2 years, some less, but the times that we've spent together seems to be more than that! we have had our ups and downs, shouted and laughed, jokes and sharing problems, helping each other. i wonder how would it will turned out to be out there... i knew that the person that i will miss the most will be her... she thought me a lot of things, some which are not even related to what im doing but i still think that it's ok... she's became like a 'big sister' to me. the one that i would go to when im confused/have queries.. some ppl thinks that i'm like a duplication of her when she was young! it's quite fun but when i think about it again, it scares me a little...

if i'm like a duplication of her, i should be like her, or even better.. sometimes i want to be like her but we must understand that each and every individual in this system is different, and special in their own way so there's no way im gonna end up exactly like her! but i would proudly announce - if someone asks - that she is the one who thought me this, and that. im gonna make her proud of me one day, to prove to the others that they were wrong about my ability of doing things. because i know she have faith in me.