my only love sprung out of hatred

may be im dying now

how i wish im not here

for the pain is so real

leaving me with tears



the road i walked was so blur

no light shining here

only darkness leading me

and im trapped with fears



my dreams are falling apart

tearing me part, by part

there's no hope in me

my faith vanished in the air



each days are still the same

my soul is crying for help

slowly... passing away

for i didn't care

someone else's

remember the times when we sat under the tree?

where the birds sang on the branches?

you tried to say something,

but i didn't pay any attention..



remember the times we walked along the beach?

you looked into my eyes,

but i turned, and walked away..



remember the times where we were at the field?

the wind blew and the dust got into my eyes

you tried to get it off,

but i turned my head away..



remember the times you tried to make me understand?

but i won't listen?

tears starts running from your eyes,

but i pretend that nothing had happened..



now i realize how special you are

to me..

but it's to late

cos you belonged

to someone else.

sekali sekala

sekali sekala

aku ingin jadi buta

gelap pandangan tanpa harus

menyaksikan lakonan manusia di persada dunia

sekali sekala

aku ingin jadi bisu

diam kata tanpa harus

berhujah dengan kekosongan

yang mampu mencetus darah kekosongan

dan juga sekali sekala aku ingin jadi pekak

tuli bicara tanpa harus

mendengar butir bahana kata

yang bisa meruntuh benteng

kedamaian

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